Wednesday, February 16, 2011

HAVE GOOD DREAMS

Sebenarnya Abi masih punya cita2 bersama Honey. Semoga dikabulkan ma Allah, dan Honey juga rela. Abi pengen bekerja buat keluarga yang baik, tidak merendahkan keluarga, dan lebih dari satu pekerjaan. Yang satu bekerja sebagai orang yang digaji. Yang lainnya sebagai orang yang menggaji, seperti Honey. Mungkin dengan membuka kursus bahasa inggris dan yang sejenisnya. Lalu satu lagi sbg freelance, spt fotografer dan pengelola blog di internet. Kalu semua itu terwujud, insyaallah sudah lebih dari cukup untuk membiayai kebutuhan keluarga. Karena dari situ, akan muncul cabang2 bisnis yang lain.
Setelah itu Abi ingin pergi haji ma Honey sebagai rukun Islam yg ke-5. Suatu saat insyaallah diberikan kemudahan bagi kita untuk menunaikannya.
Abi selalu berdoa semoga kita bisa menjadi teladan dan acuan bagi masyarakat dalam menjalani hidup. Semoga segala ketidakaturan kita selama ini segera berubah menjadi keteraturan, sehingga masyarakat senang melihat kita dan kehidupan kita dan keturunan kita.
Namun ada satu hal yang mungkin Abi ingin Honey mengetahuinya. Abi juga berdoa, jika suatu saat Abi sudah waktunya menghadap kepada Allah, semoga Abi sedang berada di Madinah. Tapi Abi butuh kerelaan Honey atas keinginan Abi tersebut. Jika Honey tidak rela, Abi tidak akan berdoa seperti itu lagi.
Abi ingin melihat Shaelyn menikah dengan pria yang beriman, baik dan berbudi pekerti mulia. Karena hanya pria seperti itulah yang tidak akan pernah mempunyai niat buruk pada Shaelyn apapun cobaan yang mereka alami. Jika pria itu sedang dalam keadaan senang, maka ia akan sangat mencintai Shaelyn dgn berbagai bentuknya. Namun jika pria seperti itu sedang dalam keadaan tidak senang, dia tidak akan punya niat menjerumuskan Shaelyn.

DO THE BEST FOR YOUR LOVES

Yang jelas apa yang sudah Honey lakukan tidak akan sia2. Allah pasti akan memberi imbalan atas semua kebaikan Honey. Justru Abi iri seandainya saja Abi yang berada di posisi Honey, pasti Abi merasa lengkap sebagai kepala keluarga. Sebagai suami, Abi sebenarnya pedih melihat kenyataan kenapa mesti Honey yang mampu memenuhi kebutuhan2 itu? Kenapa bkn Abi aja? Kenapa bukan Abi aja yang capek, berangkat pagi, pulang malam? Namun, Abi yakin, Abi akan menjadi kepala keluarga yang sebenar-benarnya, yang tidak hanya memberi nasihat, tapi juga memenuhi kebutuhan keluarga. Abi ingin jerih payah Abi benar2 menjadi nafkah bagi keluarga. Abi mengatakan semua ini bukan karena ingin mendominasi. Ya Allah lindungilah aku dari hal buruk itu! Namun Abi tulus ingin memberikan yang terbaik buat keluarga.

TELL WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY

Just tell what you have to be told. However, avoid telling something so bad that all goes on well and has good understanding. Say what your dreams, complaints, and dislikes. Say it sincerely without being afraid of denial or ignorance. Every words you have said will never wasteful and certainly there will be a consequence or lesson behind it. So, do it as water flowing in the river. Tell and say it aloud, dear.

Katakanlah apa yang harus dikatakan. Namun hindarilah mengatakan sesuatu yang buruk supaya semuanya berjalan dengan baik dan penuh pengertian. Ceritakanlah apa yang menjadi impian honey, keluhan2 honey, dan ketidaksukaan honey. Sampaikanlah dengan tulus tanpa rasa takut tidak diterima atau takut tidak dihiraukan. Setiap kata2 honey tidak akan sia2 dan pasti selalu ada konsekuensi atau hikmah di baliknya. Jadi, lakukanlah seperti air mengalir di sungai. Sampaikan dan katakanlah dengan keras, sayang.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

IT WILL BE RELEASED BY ITSELF

Aku tak harus mengatakan semua yang kutahu dan kurasakan, karena belum tentu orang yang mendengarnya mau mengerti keadaannya. Cukuplah kuambil yang terbaik bagi orang-orang terdekat selama aku mampu menanggung bebannya. Toh jika aku tak mampu lagi, segalanya akan terkuak dengan sendirinya.
I don't need to tell all I know and feel because it's not sure for someone else to understand the condition. It's enough for me to take the best for those I love as long as I'm strong enough to bring the loads. However, the answer will be released by itself when I don't have a power to take care about it anymore. 
So, I should go on and think 'bout those who I love at first, then I think 'bout my own needs in this world. It's rather complicated and not as simple as I say in this post.

WHAT YOU SHOUL DO

From now on, this blog will present all kinds of writing that lead to the conclusion "what you should do" with the label 'Do'. The contents are arbitrary. You are going to get information from all fields of knowledge, both physical and metaphysical; religious and secular; western and eastern; historical and futuristic; quantitative data based and qualitative data based.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

FEEL Robbie Williams

Come and hold my hand
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This role I've been given
I sit and talk to God
And he just laughs at my plans
My head speaks a language
I don't understand

I just wanna feel
Real love feel the home that I live in
Cause I got too much life
Running through my veins
Going to waste
I don't wanna die
But I ain't keen on living either
Before I fall in love
I'm preparing to leave her
Scare myself to death
That's why I keep on running
Before I've arrived
I can see myself coming

I just wanna feel
Real love feel the home that I live in
Cause I got too much life
Running through my veins
Going to waste
And I need to feel
Real love and the love ever after
I can not get enough

I just wanna feel
Real love feel the home that I live in
I got too much love
Running through my veins
To go to waste
 I just wanna feel
Real love and the love ever after
There's a hole in my soul
You can see it in my face
It's a real big place
Come and hold my hand
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This role I've been given
 Not sure I understand

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

MY HEART WILL GO ON Celine Dion


Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on
Far across on distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

[Chorus]
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you are here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we’re gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold you
In my life we’ll always go on

[Chorus]
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you are here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

You’re here there’s nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We’ll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
mmmmmmmmm…

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

NOW AND FOREVER By Richard Marx


Whenever I’m weary
From the battles that raged in my head
You made sense of madness
When my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way, but still you
Seem to understand
Now & forever,
I will be your man

Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I’m holding a fortune
That heaven has given to me
I’ll try to show you
Each and every way I can
Now & forever,
I will be your man

Now I can rest my worries
And always be sure
That I won’t be alone, anymore
If Id only known you were there
All the time,
All this time. . .

Until the day the ocean
Doesn’t touch the sand
Now & forever
I will be your man

Monday, February 7, 2011

UNINTENDED by Muse


You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there, as soon as I can
But I'm busy, mending all the
Pieces of, the life I had before

Verse 2
First, there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

Repeat Chorus 2x

Sunday, February 6, 2011

SING FOR ABSOLUTION by Muse


Lips are turning blue
A kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
My beautiful

Tiptoe to your room
A starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
And you never knew

Sing for ab-  so-  lu- tion
I     will  be  singing
And falling from  your grace


There's nowhere left to hide
In no one to confide
The truth burns deep inside
And will never die

Lips are turning blue
A kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
My beautiful

Our wrongs remain un- recti-  fied
And our so-uls won't be ex- humed

Saturday, February 5, 2011

THE REASON by Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me,
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new,
and the reason is you

Verse 2:
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
and all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
thats why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me,
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new,
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

Verse 3:
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me,
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new,
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that I do
and the reason is you

Friday, February 4, 2011

NOVEMBER RAIN Guns N Roses


When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darling when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
Cause nothin' last forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long, long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain, oh yeah
But lovers always come and lovers always go
And no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walkin' away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
Then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
Do you need sometime on your own?
Do you need sometime all alone?
Everybody needs sometime on their own
Don't you know you need sometime all alone
I know it's hard to keep and open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need sometime on my own
Sometimes I need sometime all alone
Everybody needs sometime on their own
Don't you know you need sometime all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remains, oh yeah
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Thursday, February 3, 2011

BRING ME TO LIFE Evanescence

how can u c into my eyes
like open doors
leading u down into my core
where i've become so numb
without a soul
my spirit’s sleeping somewhere cold
until u find it there and lead
it back home

wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood 2 run
b4 I come undone
save me from the nothing I've become
now that i know what I'm without
u cant just leave me
breath into me
and make me real
bring me to life

wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood 2 run
b4 i come undone
save me from the nothing I've become
frozen inside without your touch
without your love darling
only u are the life among the dead

wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood 2 run
b4 i come undone
save me from the nothin’ I've become
bring me to life
bring me to life

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

MY IMMORTAL Evanescence


I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

YOU TOOK MY HEART AWAY Michael Learns To Rock


Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream
But you...
Saw me through
Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
You take my hand to guide me home
And now...
I'm in love

#   You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
And a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
Living in a world so cold (living in a world so cold)
You are there to warm my soul (you are there to warm my soul)
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start
And now...
I'm in love

back to : #
Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here where we stand
We'll never be alone
You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
And a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning