IT WILL BE RELEASED BY ITSELF

Aku tak harus mengatakan semua yang kutahu dan kurasakan, karena belum tentu orang yang mendengarnya mau mengerti keadaannya. Cukuplah kuambil yang terbaik bagi orang-orang terdekat selama aku mampu menanggung bebannya. Toh jika aku tak mampu lagi, segalanya akan terkuak dengan sendirinya.

I don't need to tell all I know and feel because it's not sure for someone else to understand the condition. It's enough for me to take the best for those I love as long as I'm strong enough to bring the loads. However, the answer will be released by itself when I don't have a power to take care about it anymore. 

So, I should go on and think 'bout those who I love at first, then I think 'bout my own needs in this world. It's rather complicated and not as simple as I say in this post.